Monday, November 20, 2006

Romanticism, Wagner, C. S. Lewis, Christianity, & Me

Dave Armstrong: c. March 1976 (senior in high school)

If I was anything at all, religiously speaking, I was a nature mystic before I became an evangelical Christian in 1977. I relate to C. S. Lewis' story in Surprised by Joy in many respects: the experiences of the painful, melancholy, yet "joyful" yearnings he calls sehnsucht, the fascination with mythology and fantasy, as exemplified in music by Wagner, Northernness, the Middle Ages, knights, castles, Camelot, fairy-tales, Robin Hood, Celtic mythology, etc. This is an idealized, mythological, parabolic, analogical, poetic thought-picture and "world" (in retrospect very "medieval" and Catholic).
 
I instinctively sensed the God-behind-nature, never wholly descending to paganism or pantheism (although I toyed with several brands of the occult). Lewis discovered to his surprise that Romanticism was a bridge leading to Christianity. That might be said to be true for me as well. Romanticism was and is very dear and special to me, and I think at bottom it is essentially Christian, whether consciously or not. What the true Romantic seeks can only be consummated within a Christian worldview and structure.
 
So when I first heard orchestral excerpts of Richard Wagner's Ring of the Niebelungs in 1974, I believe, it was very much a religious, quintessentially romantic, indescribable, astounding mystical experience. Here was gorgeous, inspired music which immediately conjured up all these deep, mystical, other-worldly images which I found within myself from an early age. Beethoven had that effect, too, in a lesser fashion: his music was more abstract, not conjuring up images so much as the strivings and aspirations of man, dynamism, the will to overcome adversity (symbolized by his own ineffably tragic deafness), etc.
 
Beethoven's Ninth Symphony in particular is nothing less than a testament to the human spirit, which is, of course, derived from God's image, and one might say that it is almost a religious experience to hear it. An online acquaintance shared with me that she never felt God's presence so undeniably as in certain points of Beethoven's Ninth. I also experienced very much the same feeling upon first hearing Gustav Mahler's First Symphony, a work likewise steeped in Germanic nature mysticism and Romantic wonder, in both its ecstatic and terrifying elements (and I first heard the triumphalistic last movement, for those who are familiar with this work).
 
C. S. Lewis, in his autobiography Surprised by Joy, recounts experiences and thought-processes (during his nominally-Christian days, between the ages of thirteen and fifteen) very similar to mine at the same period of my life - which in turn reinforces his contention that such experiences are well-nigh universal:
    I had read . . . the words Siegfried and the Twilight of the Gods. What I had seen was one of Arthur Rackham's illustrations to that volume. I had never heard of Wagner, nor of Siegfried . . . Pure "Northernness" engulfed me: a vision of huge, clear spaces hanging above the Atlantic in the endless twilight of Northern summer, remoteness, severity . . . and almost at the same moment I knew that I had met this before, long, long ago . . . And with that plunge back into my own past there arose at once, almost like heartbreak, the memory of Joy itself, the knowledge that I had once had what I had now for years, that I was returning at last from exile and desert lands to my own country; and the distance of the Twilight of the Gods and the distance of my own past Joy, both unattainable, flowed together into a single, unendurable sense of desire and loss, which suddenly became one with the loss of the whole experience, which, as I now stared round that dusty schoolroom like a man recovering from unconsciousness, had already vanished, had eluded me at the very moment when I could first say It is. And at once I knew (with fatal knowledge) that to "have it again" was the supreme and only important object of desire . . .
    All this time I had still not heard a note of Wagner's music . . . I first heard a record of the Ride of the Valkyries. They laugh at it nowadays, and, indeed, wrenched from its context to make a concert piece, it may be a poor thing. But I had this in common with Wagner, that I was thinking not of concert pieces but of heroic drama. To a boy already crazed with "the Northernness," whose highest musical experience had been Sullivan, the Ride came like a thunderbolt. From that moment Wagnerian records (principally from the Ring, but also from Lohengrin and Parsifal) became the chief drain on my pocket money . . . "Music" was one thing, "Wagnerian music" quite another, and there was no common measure between them; it was not a new pleasure but a new kind of pleasure, if indeed "pleasure" is the right word, rather than trouble, ecstasy, astonishment, "a conflict of sensations without name."   . . . You will misunderstand everything unless you realize that, at the time, Asgard and the Valkyries seemed to me incomparably more important than anything else in my experience . . . More shockingly, they seemed much more important than my steadily growing doubts about Christianity . . . If the Northernness seemed then a bigger thing than my religion, that may partly have been because my attitude toward it contained elements which my religion ought to have contained and did not. It was not itself a new religion, for it contained no trace of belief and imposed no duties. Yet . . . there was in it something very like adoration, some kind of quite disinterested self-abandonment to an object which securely claimed this by simply being the object it was . . . Sometimes I can almost think that I was sent back to the false gods there to acquire some capacity for worship against the day when the true God should recall me to Himself . . .   Secondly, this imaginative Renaissance almost at once produced a new appreciation of external nature . . . I was always involuntarily looking for scenes that might belong to the Wagnerian world . . . But soon . . . nature ceased to be a mere reminder of the books, became herself the medium of the real joy. I do not say she ceased to be a reminder. All Joy reminds. It is never a possession, always a desire for something longer ago or further away or still "about to be."   (Surprised by Joy, New York: Harcourt Brace Jovanovich, 1955, 72-73, 75-78)
In my own vague, ethereal, only half-conscious Romanticism - before I was educated enough to be able to understand, let alone articulate, Christian doctrines and dogmas - I subconsciously sought out religious experiences or intimations which transported me into "religious," "mystical," "supernatural," "fantastic" realms. Romantic orchestral music (above all, Wagner) served this "secondary" function for me. Nature was another such medium. I found everything there symbolic and parabolic. The forest wilderness, for example, represented the "other," the unattainable, the transcendent, the fairy-tale environment.
 
Of course I knew the reality was otherwise, but that is beside the point: sheer idealism and symbolism is what matters in such imaginings. Mountains and oceans also fulfilled this role in my fantasy-ruminations, as they have in countless works of literature, music, poetry, and painting.
 
Various mythologies and quasi-historical "worlds" played into this as-yet undefined mysticism: the "wild west," colonial America, knights, Robin Hood and William Tell, King Arthur, Greek mythology, the American Indians, the ancient Egyptians, pristine ancient Ireland and its elves, the Scottish Highlands and its legends and ghosts, the Alps, the Black Forest and Rhine river in Germany, even some of the biblical figures (about whom I knew little), etc. I didn't know how many other people possessed these feelings. Nor was I likely to inquire. I was happy to find out that my wife Judy felt much the same way (she loves Wagner, too), as did C. S. Lewis (per the above excerpts).
 
Alas, at that time I had no inkling of the fact that what has been called the "mythopoeic imagination" is deeply, profoundly Christian and substantially identical with the "medieval worldview." Malcolm Muggeridge wrote about this symbolism in an article entitled "Nature is a Parable" (after a phrase from Newman):
    Everything that happens to us or in connection with us, all the happenings in the world, great and small, the whole exterior phenomenon of nature and of life - all that amounts to God speaking to us, sending out messages in code, and faith is the key whereby we may decipher them. It sounds very simple, but it's somehow difficult to convey exactly . . . Nature is speaking to us. It is a parable of life itself, a revelation of fearful symmetry . . .(National Review, December 24, 1982, 1608)
The notion of nature being a parable (it is no coincidence that Jesus often utilized agricultural parables to illustrate principles of the kingdom of heaven) is also part and parcel of the Incarnation and its extension of sacramentalism. For God became man (John 1:1-5,14-18) and in so doing raised matter and particularly human flesh to untold heights. Thus creation bespeaks not only God's existence as Creator, but also His ineffable glory, as we know from God's own revelation (Romans 1:19-20).
 
Most of us could ascertain that apart from revelation by means of experiences and insights such as those described presently. But others, due to an improper upbringing, misfortune, misinformation, or rebellion (Romans 1:18-32) cannot (or, will not) see God in His creation, which - with us - awaits "redemption" (Romans 8:19-25).
 
In other words, I was experiencing God and Christianity on an unconscious level, by means of nature, fantasy, myth, and music. Christianity is the fulfillment of all this longing. C. S. Lewis often makes the argument throughout his works that such intense, painfully powerful yearnings within us are grounded in the fact that we were made for heaven. The fleeting pangs of nostalgia, melancholy, vivid dreams, idealism, the Quest, paradise, (deja vu?), etc. which so infect us are thus explained as having an origin in ontological, spiritual, divinely-ordained reality.
 
Not only that, I will speculate further (hopefully not excessively so) and submit that within all of us is an innate consciousness of immortality and a sense of "pre-existence" (as Wordsworth alludes to in his poetry): not in the monistic, eastern sense of reincarnation, but rather, in the idealistic Platonic sense of eternal existence in the omniscient mind of God, the First Cause, the Creator, in whom "we live and move and have our being" (Acts 17:28). Perhaps also we retain a consciousness of the Garden of Eden and the pristine, luminescent, perfect, unfallen paradisal earth, which reappears in frustratingly short-lived instances of the painful Nostalgia or sehnsucht which Lewis describes so marvelously.
 
Since orthodox Christianity accepts the notion of a corporate Fall of the entire human race (i.e., Original Sin - see 1 Corinthians 15:22), why would it not be possible for us to have some slightest hint and remnant within us of what we have lost? And this - if true - would be yet another one of the many ways in which God speaks to us and intimates that there is something much better which awaits us, both in this life (once a commitment to Christ is made), and especially in the next, where those of us who are to be saved shall at last be made perfect, receive our resurrected bodies, and live in utmost bliss worshiping God and enjoying the New Heaven and Earth and each other forever (Revelation 21:1-27, 22:1-5).
 
I strongly, passionately believe all this now, but back in the late sixties and early seventies (during roughly the ages of ten to twenty in my life), I was searching for the meaning which lay behind my "mystical" experiences and ruminations. I still vividly recall the profound, quasi-religious experience of 2001: A Space Odyssey and its incredible "light show" which represented a trip through eternity, time and space. I viewed this again on a wide screen last year, and the scene still has the capacity of leaving me (and many others) dumbstruck with awe. There is something behind all of that, which gives it its challenging, "spiritual" quality.
 
During this period I sought the transcendent and supernatural in the occult, ESP, the ouija board, telepathy, and an intense fascination with ghost stories and "unexplained happenings" (UFOs, Night Gallery, The Twilight Zone, One Step Beyond, The Outer Limits, etc.). Then I became interested in Eric von Daniken (sp?) and his Chariots of the Gods series of quack pseudo-scientific, ersatz archaeological speculations. While these were the wrong avenues to reach the true God, yet God in His mercy used them to bring me to Himself. He eventually revealed to me that He was the fulfillment of all these aspirations.
 
I believed in the spiritual, supernatural world, but I needed a doctrinal, rational basis upon which to discern truth from falsity, good from evil, edifying from destructive. All this is a fair indication, I think, that the drive for God and the transcendent is inherently within us, whether or not we understand the origin and goal of it. We are made in God's image - funny that we should constantly try to remake God in our image.
 
C. S. Lewis (my favorite writer), was also seriously involved in the occult in the period just before his encounter with Wagner and "Northernness":
    Now, for the first time, there burst upon me the idea that there might be real marvels all about us, that the visible world might only be a curtain to conceal huge realms uncharted by my very simple theology. And that started in me something with which, on and off, I have had plenty of trouble since - the desire for the preternatural, simply as such, the passion for the Occult. Not everyone has this disease; those who have will know what I mean [I do, very well] . . . It is a spiritual lust; and like the lust of the body it has the fatal power of making everything else in the world seem uninteresting while it lasts.
    (Ibid., 60)
As it turned out, God also saw to it that my morbid fascination for the unknown and the mysterious got channeled into an interest in Bible prophecy, shortly before, and for several years after my conversion. That allowed me to explore an area of "transcendent," "unusual" happenings, all the while remaining within orthodox Christianity.
 
Christianity is the environment and backdrop within which a proper, ethical, inspiring, soul-moving, beautiful Romantic ethos grounded in truth and reality can flourish and cause no harm. Without that base, German Romanticism reduces to Naziism, the French Revolution to tyranny, severed heads rolling down church aisles, and Napoleon, Hegelian Idealism to Stalinist Communism, Bohemian and Beatnik Romanticism to drunkenness, libertinism, madness, and debauchery, Hippie Romanticism to drug deaths and broken marriages and homes due to sexual promiscuity, and "Sexually-liberated" Romanticism to homosexuality, perversion, child molestation, massive sexual harassment and divorce, and partial-birth "abortion" (infanticide).
 
All this flows from disconnecting an unbridled, relativistic, antinomian "Romanticism" from both metaphysical reality and true love and ethics, and by making the Romantic endeavors ends in themselves, rather than signposts of and towards God. Christianity provides meaning, content, purpose, and ethics to our innate Romantic longings, and it was the realization of this which was crucial in making me decide to wholeheartedly follow Christ and devote my life to Him. Only then can hope and idealism flourish unhindered, and the horrible twin scourges of cynicism and pride die a well-deserved and welcome death (well, almost!).
 
In terms of popular music, Van Morrison, whom I joyfully discovered in 1979 provided another delightful avenue of Romanticism of Wagnerian proportions for me. He is an Irish Romantic Mystic and Musical Poet. He helped usher me into a vague Celtic mysticism, which I now know is Christian and Catholic at bottom. Likewise, the free-association poetic Romanticism of the early and "middle period" Bob Dylan . . . It is no accident that both Dylan and Morrison have professed (and expressed in music) Christianity, although it is by no means certain how morally consistent or "orthodox" either of them are. At any rate, the Romanticism and idealism which is prevalent in their music (especially Morrison's), are directly attributable to Christianity, and - in my humble opinion - can only be fully enjoyed within that framework and milieu.
 
Shortly after I converted in 1977, I wrote a poem which merged stories of Jesus with nature, sort of a St. Francis-type of ethos and mindset, which was the culmination and fitting conclusion of my odyssey from nature mysticism to Christianity.
 
Judy and I had a medieval wedding in 1984, which is consistent with many of these yearnings and loves, many of which are shared by my wife. We were inspired by Christian musician Kemper Crabb and his album The Vigil, as well as John Michael Talbot and some of Phil Keaggy's more mellow, acoustic music (e.g., The Master and the Musician), all of which we played at our wedding. History, music, fantasy, and theology; that was our wedding, and I think we managed to pull off a non-corny "living fairy-tale" (like "living history").
 
In the Detroit area we have an annual Renaissance Festival, which influenced our wedding. I'll never forget a moment one time there, as the sun was starting to go down. I experienced an incredible instant of sehnsucht, Lewis's Joy, as if I were actually back in that time. It was heavily wooded, and the sights and sounds just took me away for that amazing moment or two: an astonishingly vivid, enchanting pang of simultaneously ecstatic and excruciatingly painful yearning.
 
Somewhat similar in a sense to my love for the Middle Ages, is my love of Autumn, which ties into the notion of "nature as a parable" very nicely, and which is obviously a prevalent Romantic theme in poetry, painting, and music. A female friend of mine delightfully wrote in an e-mail:
    What is it about autumn, strolling through a park in October, hearing the crunch of dry leaves as you step, a blue sky, a bright sun, a chill in the air. Something so ROMANTIC about autumn! but for the life of me have never figured out what it is. Almost a sense of having had our fun in the summer sun, and now it's time to pay the piper with the cold deadness of winter, so necessary for renewal, out of death comes life, yes, the death is, in fact, necessary . . . Autumn, the time of year when we must acknowledge our mortality?
I replied:
    Beyond those things, I think it is the mystical longing which is evoked and mirrored by the enchanting power of nature and "nature's God." I think you're on to something with the renewal theme. God made life cyclical for a reason. I think it is meant to reflect existence in general and yes, mortality. Have you ever thought about how every day is like a year with four seasons?: 
     
      sunrise, morning = spring (newness, coolness, fresh start) mid-morning, noon, early afternoon = summer (full vigor, heat, brightness) late afternoon, sunset = autumn (moodiness, reflection, longing, sense of transition) nighttime = winter (cold, dark, "dead," dreary, but also beautiful in many ways)
    And our lives also extend the analogy:  
      birth and infancy = sunrise, morning, and spring childhood and youth = high noon and summer middle age = afternoon, sunset and autumn old age = coming nighttime and winter
I shall close this rambling, incoherent survey of Romanticism and its intersections with Christianity with another illuminating quote from C. S. Lewis:
    I do not think the resemblance between the Christian and the merely imaginative experience is accidental. I think that all things, in their way, reflect heavenly truth, the imagination not least . . . Only when your whole attention and desire are fixed on something else - whether a distant mountain, or the past, or the gods of Asgard - does the "thrill" arise. It is a by-product. Its very existence presupposes that you desire not it but something other and outer . . .
    (Ibid., 167-168)
And what is that "other and outer?" We were informed of that by the psalmist King David of Jerusalem almost 3000 years ago:

The heavens are telling the glory of God; and the firmament proclaims his handiwork. Day to day pours forth speech, and night to night declares knowledge. There is no speech, nor are there words; their voice is not heard; yet their voice goes out through all the earth, and their words to the end of the world.
(Psalm 19:1-4; RSV)

Written in 1997 by Dave Armstrong. Slightly revised on 19 September 2003. Added to blog on 20 November 2006.



 

3 comments:

Tan said...

Hi!
I thank you very much for your post about "Romanticism, Wagner, C.S. Lewis, Christianity, & Me."
I was searching for the connections between C.S. Lewis and The Ring illustrations. Your picture with the guitar in your hands made me very curious about what you would say. I'm 56 and I've been listening to Dylan since I was 14. I liked Van Morrison very much, in his participation in The Chieftains CD. I really like to hear him sing that song! (Have I Told You Lately That I Love You).Now you've opened a new "vista" for me. Well, do you have more posts about C.S. Lewis, Wagner and Van Morrison?
Thank you very much for the ideas and information you've exposed in your post!
I hope we can talk a little more about it!
All best,
Tancredo Braga (from Brazil)

Tan said...

I'm not used to posting comments and waiting for replies, so here is my e-mail:
tanbra@gmail.com

Dave Armstrong said...

Hi Tancredo,

Excellent! We have very similar tastes. I don't think I have written anything else about Wagner. But the following two web pages of mine might interest you:

C. S. Lewis: 20th-Century Christian Knight

Romantic and Imaginative Theology